I need to find someone that can relate to my life story: (most people here can ignore this)
This sub seems like a safe place me to share some things I need to get off my chest. I hope there are others here that relate to this, I am on my last legs. If I didn't beleive that a greater reality exists behind the perception of this one I most likely would have called it quits.. The prospect of having a career, kids and active social life has never interested me enough to even get out of bed most mornings. Most people seem content with Earthly things and don't struggle with life's deeper questions. They are to busy and have demanding responsibilities taking up most of their time and there's nothing wrong with that. However, I've had an intense life long obsession with trying to understand reality, a hunch that something vital is missing in this world. Every time I try to live a normal life I get forced out and distracted. Pursing earth bound goals without knowing what the bigger picture is seems tragic and pointless to me. Being the average Joe with a 9 to 5 ...